Why can't I belong? (Why must I be by myself?) Where did I go wrong? (I need some fucking help!) I am so alone - I am so alone I am so alone - I am so alone Staring out the window I see the cold snow Remembering the voice that once brought me home I am so alone - I am so alone The pills forgotten - My problems bring frustration Disowned - Abandoned and I hate this I wish I could find a way to break this I wish I could find a way to get back home Sick and twisted - Now my life's in danger Look at myself all I see's a stranger It's coming back and I'm losing my hope It never dies (I'm so lost) I'll never get back home Where I live is where I must die And I know I can't live with a heart as cold as mine Where am I? What happened to my life? I never wanted to be pushed to the knife And now I'll never find my way back home Where I live is where I must die And I know I can't live with a heart as cold as mine I am broken - Left all alone Weakened - Damaged I am so cold Cry out! They will never hear you Scream loud! They will only break you Bleed now! They will always hate you I am running out of hope! Cry out! They will never hear you Scream loud! They will only break you Bleed now! I can't find my way home Where I live is no longer mine And I know that to live I will need to heal my mind Why can't I be loved (It seems I'm always hated) I have had enough (All of my hope is gone) All my hope is gone - All my hope is gone I have lost my light (Am I becoming the dead?) Shackled soul that's tied (Down to this broken corpse) I'm becoming the dead (I'm just a broken corpse) I'm becoming the dead (I'm just a fucking disease)

[no lyrics in the INSTRUMENTAL version]